*ill

..
Oh Yes, I know..
that life is too precious.
No waiting.
No wasting.
Gotta grab some fun
and enjoy the ride.
..
But,
Why d'I linger here,
when there is no hope,
(..is there ever any hope??)
He'll never come back.

I linger in the dark,
bound to grief..
under the shading of trees
There is nothing for me to ease the pain,

Please teach me:
How to take care of a grievin' heart
that is ill of dispairing love??
that is yearning for something it can not have??

Final Hour

Love
is one FINAL stage of humanity.
Of two,
Death is the other.
Still I remember
How did I lay my heart ever
believe in one who gave me none
And so many moments gone
With love that was so wrong
I can’t forget the way it used to be
And how you changed the taste of love for me..

Prayer

The only Prayer that I would say in my life is

"Thank You"

Thank you for blessing me with Life..
So I can set the sail,
Pull anchor, and cast away.
I ll feel the wind at my back.
While keeping my eyes onto the horizon.
Or
I may stay on shore.
But I will be able to make a choise,
after all,
Life is about making a choise..

I've learn

I've learned that writing,
As well as talking,
Can ease emotional pains.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that its hard
to determine where to draw the line
between being nice and not hurting people's feelings
and standing up for what you believe.

I've learned to love and be loved,
I've learned.

Lonely

The heart is a lonely sailor
that sails on a lonely ocean.
I was alone,
when I sat and talk with others.
what I say has no ready ear,
but my own.
And what I think is nothing
except to myself.

The only realities:
?? I talk but who listens ??
?? I listen, but who talks ??

Lonelines is my darkest menacing ghost!
My day stalker. My nite sweats.

Solitude

~ SOLITUDE ~


There is NO companion that so companionable as
solitude!
It's just sitting in silence
listening attentively to the whisper of my heart,
waiting expectantly
for my spirit playing my own song.
Then let my heart awakens to the gratefulness.
My silent companion lits the lantern of love
to illuminate the path of wholeness in me.
Then I'll see how my live is
and who lives w/me..