The Key of Life

A journey immersed in words and disguised in reality,

How d'u spend your time??
On the errand,
for the life
to the market
on the fly
in the river
of passion

For the tales of the
how
who
what
when
where
why

to the office
to the street
to the school

analytical
emotional

the neighborhood beat
the family heat

to the beach
to the park
to the library
to the net
to the shop
to the games
for the glory

To the moon
to the stars
to the sun
for the fantasies

For the cultural critiscm
views and witticism
escapism
fast and furious
smart and curious
serious
joyous
grieving house
independent vows

Heating up
Cooling down
Rolling out
curling in

How d'u spend your time?
Everytime I ask the Q,
I got another answer
The sorrounding keeps inspiring me
Whether its the arts,
current affair
of simple daily span,
the color, the sound,
the smell, the taste
it's a world of my very own
So I take it in
Everyday..

Dont

Dont say love,
if you dont really care,
dont talk about feeling,
if they arent really there,
dont touch the fragile heart,
If you are going to break it,
dont say you are going to,
if you dont plan to start,
dont look into the eyes,
if all you have is lie,
dont say hello,
if you really mean goodbye.

healing

today,
the softness of breeze blowing
sings me the simphony of life,
the angel spreads her wings
care for my broken heart,
the golden ray of sunshine embracing
my soul with its warmth,

Wake up, wake up
Oh sweet girl of earth,
open your eyes for beautiful day
is opening before you..
Last nite,
Can you hear how beautiful the nightingale singing??
Do you remember how smooth the wind moving??
Have you gaze how bright the silver moonlite shinning??

Your gentle heart was touch
by despair love,
but your soul stands ajar,
Make it a rule of life:
never to regret
and never to look back...

May you always have love in your heart,
For Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't grow.
It dies of blindness
and errors
and betrayals.
It dies of illness
and wounds;
it dies of weariness,
of withering,
of tarnishing..

And she continues:

"We know sweetness
because we taste bitterness.
We enjoy warmth
because we have been cold.
We appreciate light
because we have been in darkness.
By the same token,
we feel joy
because we have known sadness.
We find the truth
because we make mistakes."

+ Forgiveness and Time are great healers...

Question

So you said you want to be friends,
But do you mean goodbye?
Is that the easy way to end
The wish without the why?
You owe me nothing,
as I owe You equally,
and yet
There's something I cannot just forget.
Something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.
And so with you
I cannot simply walk away.
I take the risk of asking frankly
For the untold truth.

untitled

I see you in my mind,
wish I could see you with my eyes,
but I'm blinded by tis' love
that making me ill.
It hurts.

You're gone.
And the air seems to leave me too,
while I'm drowning in this cold silence
that haunts me.

Memories of your voices,
the way you talk are still stuck in my head,
rewinding,
and replaying every minute of my life.

I dont want it anymore.
I want to be free from this power
that capture on me.
Tis' feeling makes me unhappy,
Tis' feeling makes me hate you
For all I know and want is you.

I hate the unknown,
the unknown of it's over...

anger

Do you think that life is fair?
Hm,
I don't think it is.
Life can be so cruel,
especially
when you find the love of your life,
a beauty beyond imagination.
was taken from you.

I blame destiny for taking him away from me.
Taking him coldly,
and without warning.

I blame the Underworld,
the Knight of Dakkness;
The Death himelf.

How do you define destiny?
A superior force that determines one's life?
I see it as my worst fiend,
Destiny struck me with a wound
that can never be healed
nor forgotten.

If ..

If love is a symphony,
you ll be my tune,
If love is a garden,
you ll be my flower,
If love is an ocean,
you ll be my wave,
If love is a sky,
you ll be my sunshine,

But love isnt a symphony,
nor a garden,
not an ocean,
yet a sky...

Love is just ..
a feeling sweeter than a symphony,
fuller than a garden,
deeper than an ocean,
wider than a sky..

It is immortal,
No metaphor can tell a tale...

sadness

alone,

unwanted,

my heart is broken,
my soul has taken,
Life as I know is gone,
alone,
and unwanted,

i am drifting into an edgeless ocean

of sadness,

cold,

lost,

weary..

my heart is broken,

my soul has taken,

Life as I know is gone,

..

miracle

It takes a blessing
to grow a true love
in someone's heart
to bloom.

It take a miracle
to keep the true love
in someone's heart
alive.

How shall I??

How shall I hold on to my soul,
so that it does not touch yours??
How shall I lift it gently
over you on to other things??
How shall I hide it in some quiet place,
the unknown place,
somewhere thing reminds motionless??

Porcelin

Love
is like a perfect fragile porcelin
that you are giving away,
willingly
without any thought of return.

Not knowing

..so here I am again,
not knowing how,
and why..
Shall I shout it all??
and hold on to what I think??
How can I tell??
and why d'I linger??
where there is never any hope??

Red Roses

Red
is the color of Roses,
Roses
is the color of Love,
When people think of Love,
They will think of Red Roses,
as Red Roses has the color of Love..
and Love has the beauty of Roses

..just..

A kiss is just a kiss
unless you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug
unlessl its with the one you're thinking of.
A dream is just a dream
unless you make it comes true.
LVE is just a word
unless it's proven to you.

always

I thought of you today,
I thought of you yesterday,
and the day before yesterday,
for everyday,
you are always there,
today, tomorrow,
day after tomorrow,
and my whole life though,
My heart will always belong to you..

Stupidity

I am not supposed to love you,
I am not supposed to care,
I am not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I am not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do.
I am sorry I cant help myself,
I am in love with you..

Vow

To always be truthful,
trustworthy and fair,
To always be open,
and willing to share,
To listen with compassion,
To erase any doubt..
Tis' I promise you.

I ll stand by you tall,
I ll lift up hopes high,
I ll give you strength,
I will ease your pains,
Tis' I promise you.

I wont hold back,
I wont lose sight,
Tis' I promise you.

To know the depth of your love,
To let you capture my heart,
To devote to your happiness,
To share the life with you,
Tis' I vow to you

Dreams

I dream of You,
and in my dreams,
I touch you,
and I make you mine,
I make you feel happy,
I make you feel comfy,
I make you feel lovely.
In my dreams,
everything happens,
I feel loved
and never feel blue