sorrow

This sorrow will only ends When I stop mourning !

conception

Carrying this fragile heart of mine
with both hands
has helped me realizing
on the difficulty of my spirit to swim this ocean.
I would not let someone
to touch it carelessly
then break it.
I have a good understanding about the value of love.
Just,
I had trouble accepting its loss.

...

....
Oh. my heart is aching!
Who can give me a new heart??
to mend this tore
that cupid arrowed
straight from the bow??

Grieving

I feel the droplets of colorless rain,
on my cold skin
as I stunt silently by the calm sea
and its little rolling waves
tickle my back
but I don't feel like sailing my soul tonite
I am grieving
behind the chill of my own shade
Is it really raining out here??
Or
is it my own tears pouring down my heart??
the turbulence waves of emotions
tossed me around like a ship sailing in an angry ocean.
I am drowned by sorrow in the flood of tears.

Trying to move on

The morning waves arrives again,
proving that the world keep turning after all,
the faces and the colors changed,
but what they carry on is still the same.
May the moon shines tonite??
May the stars spark on the clear sky??
May the waves roll to the shore??
And bring me to a new fresh beach........
This sweet mermaid cries
I wish it shall be like it was
Now I should go back to the ocean
swim away with all the fishes
That prince is a creep
I should not ever wish
he's not the one for you to keep........
I may not be where I want to be
but I thank God I am not where I used to be.
I am OK
and I am on my way........

~nyanyian cinta~

"Haruskah kupakai gaun putihku"
Dan berjalan menyusuri tepian pantai??
Pernah kudengar di sana
suara putri duyung bernyanyi bersahutan
Melagukan cerita cinta yang menawan....
Namun,
nyanyian itu bukan untukku...
Oh, kekasih
bawalah aku ke lautan hatimu
dimana dapat kudengar nyanyian merdu sang putri duyung...

..drowning..

Someone had loved me,
And he touched my life.
But now he left.
What a perfect crime Love is,
It flies away only when you want it.
Oh if I can shout to the whole universe:
Help me,
Help me,
I am drowning!